This year is going to an end, finally. Well, I don't know about you but I think the idea of REALLY starting off fresh is so appealing that everyone thinks a new year guarantees a new self. I like that though, it's the same with a new notebook. The very first pages are probably the ones that are written very neatly.
Whatever. I'm not quite sure how you feel on New Years Eve, but I usually get very emotional. Most of the time in a negative way. I'm either pissed off or very sad. That's why I try to avoid any confrontation with my beloved ones since I tend to piss off everyone with my mood. Or I try to get drunk and the problem is solved. Kinda. New Years Eve gives me the chance to reflect on all the things I did and most of the time I'm not content with it. Thus leads me to an emotional dilemma since I'm supposed to be happy about the fact that the year ends? And my family members often wondder why I'm acting like this and honstely, I wish it would be differently but New Years Eve is not something I'm looking forward to. Except for the alcohol.
How's your NYE?
xx
Whatever. I'm not quite sure how you feel on New Years Eve, but I usually get very emotional. Most of the time in a negative way. I'm either pissed off or very sad. That's why I try to avoid any confrontation with my beloved ones since I tend to piss off everyone with my mood. Or I try to get drunk and the problem is solved. Kinda. New Years Eve gives me the chance to reflect on all the things I did and most of the time I'm not content with it. Thus leads me to an emotional dilemma since I'm supposed to be happy about the fact that the year ends? And my family members often wondder why I'm acting like this and honstely, I wish it would be differently but New Years Eve is not something I'm looking forward to. Except for the alcohol.
How's your NYE?
xx
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